These are my last lines
I’m texting, agonized
since last night
you are nowhere to be found
you’re my ailment
even when silent, you patronize
i’m patient
but this is too much compromise
You can say what you say,
but there’s nothing you could have done
You can say but I blame myself
because I should have known
Did I want too much?
with a love that isn’t hand me down
Was it too fun
When I was not around?
Did I go too far?
under the autumn skies
Could someone
be a better clown?
You can say what you say,
but there’s nothing I could have done
I can’t stay and I say
you should face it that I’m gone